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Ex-Playboy mate reveals the drugs, sex, suicide attempt in the mansion

In her memior, 'Down The Rabbit Hole' Holly Madison claims Hugh Hefner killed her self-worth and offered her drugs

Hugh Hefner and Holly Madison

In the latest admission from her memoir, 'Down The Rabbit Hole:Curious Adventures And Cautionary Tales Of A Former Playboy Bunny', former Playboy mate, Holly Madison claims that Hugh Hefner offered her drugs at the Las Palmas nightclub in Los Angeles back in 2001.

The mother-of-one, who was then a 21-year-old Hooters waitress recounts: '''Would you like a Quaalude?' Hef asked, leaning toward me with a bunch of large horse pills in his hand.''

When Holly declined his offer, she claims Hef said: ''Usually, I don't approve of drugs, but you know, in the '70s they used to call these pills thigh openers.''

She finally moved into the 29-room Playboy Mansion from 2005 – 2009, but Holly claims Hef lost all her self-worth, reducing her nothing. Worse of all, when she got herself a makeover and cut her hair short, Hugh immediately reprimanded her. And even ‘spat’ at her in response to the new haircut adding ''You look old, hard and cheap.''

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In 2008, Holly was accused of cheating on Hef with an illusionist Criss Angel but Hef supposedly tried to sway her to stay by leaving her $3million in his will, but she left and hasn't seen Hef in four years!

Holly also admited she wanted to take her own life when the pressure and frustration got to the peak. Plus the other bunnies - Kendra and Bridget - were being mean to her to a point of stealing her personal items.

''I think my stories will surprise people and I’m looking forward to lifting the veil of mystique and clearing up the misconceptions so often associated with my life,'' Holly says.

She's now married to Electric Daisy Carnival organizer Pasquale Rotella, 41, and they share two-year-old daughter Rainbow.

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